lama xda entry kan?let me spill it out today..sepa xsabar mmbaca,silalah out dulu..hehe..
result kluar suda kelmarin..
mine?hurm..
patutkah sy bersedih bhari2 mengenangkan result itu..
what u give,u got back..
betul org cakap..
"ada hikmah disebaliknya.."
"Allah knows da BEST.."
"u can do it sha.."
easy said than done kan?
bkn jak said,utk dterima pun sma juga..
yea~~I may b ok n accept wat pple said to me..
but I can't deny..
at times I'm alone,I may b fragile n forgot it n falling back..
huh~~
It's been a tough day yesterday..
a lot of tears falling like river..
bukan juga sedih apa..
terharu sma msg2 dr kawan2..sangat2..
trima kasih sahabat2..
at times like dat,we know who our real frens are..
Tp starting point dia masa call abah drumah..
abah,dat would b my 3rd time crying in front of u in my whole lifetime..huhu
sori bah..I didn't meant to let u down..
mama...
ma,sy tw mama kecewa..didn't want to talk to me??
masa abah ckp mama sibuk packing,I know it..
mama mmg patut kecewa pun..
3rd time I let u down,didn't I?
mama n abah..
xtw apa mw ckp klu jumpa kamu nnt..
sori jak mampu sy cakap..
I might cry..
n cry again in these coming days..
n I reli hope..
there is sum1 or few pple who still have faith with me..
who still blieve I can do it..
mama n abah,pliz dun give up on me yet..
cuz at this state,if u ask me to quit..
I WON'T!!!!
cuz I found my passion in medic already..
like it here..
n I will make it here till the end no matter wat hardship will follow after diz..
I only hope for ur faith in me to do it..
okey??
erm,pasal rumah la pla..
alhamdulillah dpt suda ruma..hehe..
tp blum akad lg..
inshaAllah 1 Ogos ni dorg p akad..
n myb my stuffs nnt pas balik cni baru angkat..
dorg parang n kak erda n hajar la dlu angkat barang2 dorg..
reli hope for dat room beside da toilet..haha..
tp parang bilang dia mw yg itu..
klu x,yg sna sblah dapur la..
xpun mana2 jak la,hehe..
smoga dipermudahkan urusan kami maw pindah rumah.. (^_^)v
next is my journey home..
esok p cairo sama libau..maybe uja pun ikut,maybe..
jumpa mici kejap esok,yeay!!
esok malam on flight suda p Jordan then p KLIA..
then stay one nite d KLIA..
stadi la nmpknya all da journey..
1 week 1 book..misi 2,inshaAllah ^^
tp before 2 mw tukar tiket balik cni lg..
myb 10 Sept balik sda cni..
yup,I choose dat date..
ada kwn,xda kwn..inshaAllah survive jg 2 ^^
huh~~my first day of 50days quest should start..
tp ni bru brapa page,adoi~~
inshaAllah nnt btmbh la page ni,hehe..
kinda sad msa start mencoret td..nsib skng ok jg..
ya Allah,sangat sangat besyukur atas nikmatmu..sahabat2 n mereka2 yang care n support saya..
I reli can't ask for more from YOU than support like them..
syukran ya Allah..
andai ini dugaan,dan ada hikmah besar disebaliknya..tunjukkanlah ya Allah..
dan andai ini terbaik untukku,bantulah ak untuk mengharunginya..
syukran ya Allah for all diz..
~ lots of love, shasha ~
