heart of mine from Allah..

As salam (^_^)v

lets talk bout some things dat make my heart pump lil quickly juz now..

B.A.S.K.E.T.B.A.L.L.

thing dat owez make my heart pump quickly than normal..

nooooo~~not abnormalities k??hehe..

SQL tahun ni d Labuan..

start ari ni kalau xclap..

u know wat??(ofkoz la xtaw..)

I WANNA GO THERE!!!!!!!

serius ni,x main2,huhu..

untuk rasa balik n alami balik mcmna keadaan HKSBP..

thinking of it already make my heart pump faster..huhu..

wish sum1 wud understand how I feel rite nw!!huhu..

may I stop talking bout da other "thing" as I said before n focus on diz matter??

(4 sure I can..my blog anyway..if dun wanna read,my pleasure 2 leave,nw..)

since I'm desperately wanna see a basketball match..

myb sebab kempunan ZABAC ari 2,haha..

I REALLY WANNA SEE DIZ SQL!!

maybe it wouldn't b da same by only watching it..

but I wud b grateful 2 c dat "spirit" again..

wat spirit??

dat "I love my team" spirit..

where we support each other..

taking care of each other back..

backup other when they hav probs..

when U hurts physically or mentally,they r there..

when U choose da wrong person to be ur BF,they ask u to leave him..haha..

celebrate all members birthdays??sure..

xcept yg bday masa ujung tahun..kan holiday~~hehe..

even latihan biasa like lay up or shooting..

"cmmon (team mmbers name)"

hey~~I miss yell like dat so much..

"gegaran" :D

SMESHian basketballer jak yg pro wat 2 tw~~haha

I reli can't stop crying..

n there still a lot more 2 say..

wish my lappy can read wat in my heart nw..

dat make it pump faster than normal..

n spill it out here now..

its too many..can't dscribe by words..

how much I missed basketball..

nt only to play..

but my teammates..

da routine..

our yell..our laugh..our SPIRITS..

keep thinking..

will I b ever playing basketball again??

nt only play,but feel da spirits again..

ya~~im afraid to involve again..

4 sure with da new teammates..

I might cry again on my first day of training..

will I??

I never tired crying because of basketball..

koz evry year I would cry..

after da HKSBP end..

koz I might think..

"I wish diz would never end..we would stay n continue being diz close..only us,da team..with our basketball life..nothing else but da SPIRITS between us..like siblings.."

HKSBP 2008 was da hardest 4 me..few weeks at home n I still cry missing my teamates..

sangat cengeng..but dats me..

hurm..

give me some time..

so I would calm myself a lil bit..

n not leaving da house early morning heading to Labuan..

guess my entry diz time is not as expected.. :'(

p/s:

instead of family pic..i bring my team pic to Egypt before..da one dat they give us 5 at da farewell party..I dunno y,but I juz can't leave my team behind..

I LOVE MY TEAM!!

~ lots of love, shasha ~