he is special to me..

As salam (^_^)v

siapakah dia??haha..

he is younger than me..

yet,perangai macam budak2 masih,haha..mesti la..

n reli special to me..serius!!xmain2 ni..

my past holiday..

i didn't spent much of my time with him..

yet,i still missed all da moments we shared together..

like i said..

he is younger..

yet,he teach me a lot of things..

human rights..

love..

missing..

do's n don't..

patient..

people feelings..

laugh n cry..

merajuk2..

entertaining people..

most important,RESPONSIBLE..

i wish..

i grow old with him..

take care of him until death come to me..

if i can choose,i would like to change my place with him..

koz he is special n precious to me..

that no one in the world could change his place in my heart..

one of the reason i'm here now..

the reason why i study medic..

for him,inshaAllah one day..

ya Allah..

tanx for lending him in my life..

tanx for lending me this life to b with him..

syukran ya Allah..

boy~~kkak rinduuuuu btul mw main basketball sama ko.. :'(

"boy,kkak rindu tul sama ko..sori r spanjang cuti hari 2 kkak xbyk kc luang masa sama ko..petang2 pas ko balik skola,kkak jalan..mw p main basket pun hujan kan..siok main sama ko..kkak patut masak sedap2 kan tengah hari..supaya ko balik skola,ble makan sedap..xpa,lapar2 kita p bli aiskrim kan??hehe..boy,sori r..kkak xda luang banyak masa ajar2 ko menulis..ko p kc tgk kkak,kkak iya2 jak..tp kkak maw ko blajar tw,kc abis buku yang baru beli 2..A saaampai Z mesti complete r??nnt kkak balik kkak kc cari lagi buku tulis..kali ni nombor2 la r??boy,kkak ingat suda saiz baju ko..14 1/2..hee~~sori r kkak kc beli baju skola baru,tp blum sempat jahit badge n nama ko..kkak lambat suda balik Raya Court ari 2,blum lae packing masa 2..rajin2 p skola tw~~kkak suda kc bli baju skola baru kan??boy,kkak baaanyak lagi maw cakap..jz want u 2 know,kkak bangga ada adik mcm ko..mama prnah ckp.."senang lagi jaga c boy dari jaga kamu.."..mmg btul la 2..ko kan istimewa~~saaangat special n precious untuk kkak..sori sekarang kkak paksa cni jauh2..xda mw tolong iron baju skola ko..cuci kasut ko..sdia mknn pas ko balik tgh ari..n paling pnting,kc kwn ko main basketball..jaga diri boy..kkak xmw ada apa2 jadi sama ko..nnt kkak sedih..saaayang sma ko boy.."

p/s:

adk saya special sebab dia ada Down Syndrome.. :)

~ lots of love, shasha ~

morning report..

As salam (^_^)v

suda laaaaaama kan sy x buat entry??haha..

sementara tunggu masakan masak d dapur 2..

sy gatal tangan mw wat satu entry,hehee..

JAP~~

masak??at time like diz??haha..

its 1.18AM here in Zagazig,haha..

okei~~

boleh jadi hobi sy masak waktu org len masih tidur,hahaha..

xla,saja jak ni kot..

masak untuk kawan sy,hehe..

lagipun tadi ngaaaaantuk tul,so tidur dulu,heee~~

okei,ckup pasal masak2 ni..

lama x updare blog ni..

baaaaanyak tul pula mw cerita...

tapi cerita ni dulu..

TADAAAAAA~~~~!!!!!

SELAMAT ULANGTAHUN KELAHIRAN KE-19!!

(mcm skema or ketinggalan zaman or retro dsana ya~~)

d FB sy,dua org ni jak yg bday..heee~~

dua2 ni saya baru kenal..serius!!hehe..

c azza satu flight masa balik Sabah dulu..

masa rusuhan 2..tp knal2 gitu jak la..

tapi sepanjang cuti 2 sy selalu baca blog dia..

maka,baru rasa kenal ngn dia..hehe..

siok klu dia ni wat entry,best sy mw baca,hoho..

tp dia xsambung balik staD cni..

sedih la..ingt mw tumpang2 ruma kalau sy dtg cairo,hahahaha..

(men2 seja 2)

tp xpa kan..inshaAllah panjang umur ble tmbh kenal2 lae..

c afnan ni..pun baru kenal..

mula2,"kawan c libau" 2 melekat sama dia,haha..

cari libau,dia jak yang dcari jg..

kol libau,dia angkat..kol dia,libau angkat..haha.

pestime jumpa masa maw p Rumah Sabah..

yg p malam2 2 kali r..ka ada lae sblum 2??haha..

dia baaaanyak tolong sy sepanjang cuti ari 2..

(eh,bkn sepanjang..ujung2 cuti,haha..)

saaaangat terhutang budi sama ko nan..i owe u big time,TNX!!

siou kalau baaanyak kc susa..sy try la kc degrease r pas ni..

n try balas balik hutang budi 2 ari ni,cikit2 la..hehe..

n persamaan dorg dua ni..

dua2 muda dr saya..mcm adk2 la sy tingu..

even org bilang sy mcm muda dr 20,eseh~~haha..serius ni!!haha..

muhasabah diri shasha..jdlah seiring ngn umur,haha..

sy xdapat bagi hadiah grand2 la sma ko nan n azza..

sy mampu copy ni status sy dr FB jak,heee~~

"I might not b da first wisher..I might not have chance to wish face2face..I might not have any present for u..I might not b there when they celebrate..BUT,I will b here,recite a prayer dat u owez success..owez hepi..have nice life..pray all da best happen 2 u.. (^_^)v *serius,xmain2..sincerely from da bottom of my heart which is da left 5th intercostal space,3.5inch from from the midline..hehe.."

itu jak kali r..mcm ada bau2 coklat suda dr saaaana dapur,heee~~~

p/s:

mcm lintang pukang ciiikit ni entry..besa la klu wat time sy sptutnya tidur,haha..hope klas arab sok batal..haha..sy mw tidur,heee~~eh,mw staD la shasha..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

Re: Sebab sebab lelaki hilang cool??

As salam (^_^)v

sy tertarik sama post c loy ni..so rajin la AWAL PAGI ni kan,hehe..

~~ Hujan renyai pun pakai payung ~~

mana cool??..lelaki pas ujan renyai2,basah baju or yg masih segak mcm sebelum hujan renyai2 tadi??

"wah,detail nya llk 2..sedia payung..cukup bersedia.." -me when see guys with umbrella..

 ~~ Bawa botol air yang bertali-tali ~~

okei~~yg ni susa ciiikit..xpernah suda jumpa lelai yang bawa botol gini..hehe..

"maybe botol anak dia or adik dia,tertinggal d rumah jd dia tlg hanter.."

asi ka pikir gitu??hehe

tapi,kalau bawa botol air kan p kelas ka p mana ka..

can I say diz type of guy independent??xmengharap maw minta air dari org lain..gurls especially,hehe..

~~ Menangis depan perempuan ~~

orang cakap airmata lelaki 2 mahal..

orang cakap "if a man cry for a woman,she must b sumthing 2 him.."

orang cakap macam2 pasal lelaki menangis..

tp xda lagi kali r lelaki penah menangis depan sy..

tapi..after diz kalau ada sy akan terdiam..serius terdiam..

koz there must b sumthing BIG dat happen dat make him cry..

n i would say.. "it's okay to cry.." n try calm him down..

~~ Terkejut nampak hantu dalam wayang ~~

yang ni pun sy xtaw la ya macam mana..

tapi certain guys akan memaki kali lau hantu kuar tiba2,hahahaha..

tp xkisah la kan kalau dorg mau takut..sebab sy masa 2 sda tutup mata sma tangan kali..

jd dorg menang la..okei la 2..hehe..

tp kalau tingu wayang sama kawan2 kamceng..xpa la bh kan kalau tkejut..

tkejut jak pun,bukan tekencing di seluar,haha..

~~ Ambil 'cewek' dengan kereta buruk ~~

haha..mcm dalam filem ka pula??ada ko tgk cerita korea dulu2 loy??

p date naik basikal..still bahagia kan dalam filem2 2??haha..

tapi kalau maw juga kan terjaga "cool" 2 mw mengambil cewek sma kereta KENCANG..

maka,janganlah bcewek lu selagi blum ada kreta smart,haha..

kadang2 c cewek memang xkisah..tp keluarga dia sepa yang taw kan??haha..

"sepa kisah kreta smart ka buruk..yg penting hati.." - sy rasa la,hehe..

~~ Kena cium pipi oleh mama ~~

kalau sy la kan??x jatuh pun cool dorg ni..

diz show how harmony his family are..kan??sepa xmaw ada family harmony kan??

kalau jd part of his family,mesti best..naaa~~

2 kalau sy pikir la..n llk mcm ni hormat n syg mama dia..

susa taw mw cri org yg begini sekarang,kan3??

~~ Dressing mantap, tapi malangnya bawa beg comel jalan-jalan ~~

hehe..sori loy..ari 2 ngam2 ada beg 2 jak..haha..

tapi..kan...okei jak pun with cute bag..

mcm c shue cakap.."mat jambu",haha..

tp dsini ingin sy nyatakan..

pakai beg chomel lagi okei dr tlg bawa handbag cewek,hahahahaha...

serious n honestly dari hati..not cool helping ur gf carrying their handbag,haha..

tapi barang berat2,COOL~~hehe..

~~ Lupa zip seluar ~~

sy akui masa skola rendah saya saaaangat devil,hahahaha...

sebab benda ni terjadi sama kawan sy..

"weeee~~ko x zip sluar la,hahahahahahahahaahah.."

ending up dia kluar trus dari klas n x dtg2 lae skola esoknya..hahahaha..

nasin end of Year6,hehe..jahatnya kan~~

maka pengajarannya wahai semua..JANGAN LUPA ZIP SLUAR..

bikin kuyang yang teramat 2..n bkin org len xberenti ketawa..

itu seja la kan??tapi kalau orang len ada opinion sendiri..feel free to share it..sy tertarik amat ni sma topik c loy ni..memang yakin & percaya la sama fakta2 ni,hehe..

p/s:

maaf ya kalau ada yang x ngam..from da deeepest n bottom of my heart ni..mw tembus sda p diaphragm..heee~~

~ lots of love, shasha ~

my way there.. PART2

As salam (^_^)v

maaf ya,part2 datang laaaaaaambat tul,hehe..

since my first day here in Zagzig,post ni BANGAS suda d screen lappy,haha..

until sorg sahabat ckp kelmarin,"bila la 2 part2 r??"

haha..tanx u for reminding me i still hv unsolve things here at my blog,hehe,,

*********************

~~ Dubai ~~

last where we going downstairs untuk gerak p airport kan??

dijadikan cerita,xjadi p epot sebegitu awl,huhu..

delay to 1.15PM..

okei...angkut la beg naik atas balik...rancang maw tidur,haha..

smpai bilik,one of my roomate said..

"kak shasha,dorg dbawah panggil..mw bawa jln dorg bilang.."

so kami pun excited bw duit2 yang xsberapa turun..hehe..

dijadikan cerita,ada suda yg len yang suda p mall berdekatan saaaana awal taaaadi lagi..

AIYO!!!huhu..

so kmi yang tinggal pun gerak la sama2..

xtaw mna arah,tapi yakin & percaya jak la..haha..

KAMI refer to:

sy,shu,atikah n sar..roomate

ili,parang,afrah n mici...

loy,syahril,abg. aie n abg. slay..

sampai city center~~WOW!!haha..

kami exchange duit p dirham..

actually I convert all my RM..left few ringgits only in my wallet,haha..

duit dia cantik r,dirham..forgot da rate..

sy tkar RM110,dapat RM123.25..do da maths urself k??hehe..

so mulalah exploring kami..

with very short of time,huhu..

"12.45 la kumpul cni balik.." c loy cakap,hehe..

we didn't know where to go..

so cari peta..n cari satu kedai ni..

ADIDAS,hahahah...

seriously,smaaaaart kedai dia,hehe..

n cashier orang tagalog..

waina,asian feel bh d kedai 2,hehe..friendly lg dat guy,hehe..

other than dat,some few shops we go..

SHOE CITY..cri sneakers tp xjmp yg sy maw 2..

BURGER KING..c mici mw beli..

kedai DONAT 2..sy yg beli,hehe..

n SOUVENIRS SHOP..bought myself keychain,n utk yang tapun2 mw stay hotel Dubai 2 jgk..haha ;D

at da meeting place,xda dorg yang lain..

rupanya saaaana suda luar..

but I can't find shu n the others..aiyo~~

mna ka kamu adk2 sekalian??serious risau kamu masa 2..

"xpa,c shu jenis boleh buat keputusan sendiri 2 masa jalan.." ayat c loy,hehe..

sampai hotel,ketuk2 pintu,xda org bukak..

until they come out from da lift..

rupanya dblakang kami jak dorg,adess~~

kelang kabut turun bawah..

"the others already left.."

aish,bru mw 1.15 pun??manipu tul ni urang ni..

tp btul la yg len d epot suda,hahaha..

so masuk la bas..ketawa2 juga lagi MACAM BESA..hehe..

sampai epot checkin smua la apa..

alhamdulillah,beg suda msuk kargo n xla dorg kena cas untuk excess,haha..

sepanjang tunggu boarding 2..

SAAAANGAT LUCU...

ketawa x abis2,haha..serious lawak2 jak kami masa 2,haha..

"jangan telampau ketawa,nnt menangis ni.." hahaha..

ada la 2 kejadian tp xble cerita cni..

menyentuh sensitiviti kenegaraan,hahaha..

my flight to Cairo quite okey,hehe..

dduk sebelah kak Balqis..

n plane Egypt Air baru kali 2..

got tv n ble chat n call antara seat..waiseh..

kalah2 YM or SKYPE tw,haha..

~~ Cairo Airport ~~

Alhamdulillah..after a month plus..

akhirnya ke bumi anbiya juga balik kan??huhu..

d epot tunggu luggage..dengan hati berdebar..

selamat ka kotak itu??huhu..

alhamdulillah,selamat lor~~hehe..awl lae kluar dr beg2 yang lain kiranya..

stay d luar tunggu yang lain..

ada lae kejadian..

tapi serius xble cerita..sepa mw taw tny sendiri sma sy ya???haha

menyentuh sensitiviti kenegaraan,hehe..

LUCU~~

naik bas..p Rumah Sabah..

wah,reli miss Egypt,huhu..

tp masa 2 bx ketawa2,haha..

lucunya dalam bas masa 2 bah,haha..

ancur2,haha..

seriously siok masa dalam bas 2,bketawaan..haha..

d rumah Sabah..

kmi kna bagi hadramaut..haha..makanan ruji sana la 2 kali,haha..

then kna kestaw malam 2 jugak balik zagazig..

tunggu punya tunggu dalam bas yang gelap 2..

ADA ORANG LAMBAT BANGUN..

hahaha..

ksiokan dorg tidur d sana ruma,pdhal dorang yg dtunggu,haha..

pjlnan p Zagazig quite okei..dpt juga la tidur,hehe..

even tlambung2 juga oleh ammu 2,haha..

sampai Zagazig xtaw jam berapa..mlm la yang penting suda..

okei..malam = musyrif,haha..

kami take turn la naik teksi..

n berakhir ngn teksi sy n ili...

c afnan yg jadi musyrif..

tnx la ya angkat 2 kotak..ble angkat sendiri bh juga 2,haha..

ending part of diz looooong journey..

sampai rumah,xda la gather2..trus landing katil..hahahahaah..

penat taw~~haha..

entry ni suda panjang,so lets end it here k??hehe..

p/s:

banyaknya hikmah sepanjang perjalanan ni..wish i hav dat journey again..miss all da great moments..miss Sabahan,hahahaha..sepa paham 2 phm2 la kan??hehe..

tanx smua yang terlibat..make my days saaaangat best!!huhu..

~ lots of love, shasha ~ 

my way there.. PART1

As salam (^_^)v

pandai suda ada part2 ni entry2 sy kan??haha..

ni PART1 sebab sy blum lae smpai d tempat yg dituju..

dmana hati sy ttinggal..

dan buat sy pegi ambil first flight untuk p sana..

n buat sy stranded d hotel yang cantik n best d Dubai ni..

subahanallah..sepa sangka smua ni terjadi kan??

lets start dari saaaana bloved n missed hometown k??

~~ Airport KK ~~

dcini serius saaaaangat bikin sy panik,haha..

suda la semaaaaangat maw dtg awl,padahal 2nd flight...

masa maw p ambil passport n tiket,ada surprise!!!

PASSPORT SY XDA DENGAN DORANG..

x kamu risau 2???

passport 2 ging..bkn kad library SMESH yg bkin dpt less tgk wayang 2,haha..

"ko suda hantar ka dik??"

"apa2 yang ko hantar??"

"bila ko hantar??"

"xda taw kami terima.."

x kamu kecut perut dengar 2??

sy susa2 naik kreta kebal tw p hantar 2,hahahaha..

alhamdulillah~~

xlama pas 2 ada suda..

selepas sy solat Subuh..

nah kan~~jelas lae bsuluh..

Allah 2 selaaaaaalu dengar doa kita,hehe..

dorg jumpa juga d office dorg n org 2 hantar la p airport,hehe..

~~ KLIA ~~

sampai2 jak sana..baaaaaanyak suda miskol dalam hp,hahaha..

lucu la sepa yg percaya 2,hehe..

maaf la ya kalau sy bersalah..tp best pla buat begitu,hahaha..

sampai trus di sana kami KFC..

xjuga makan2 sangat,tp penuh 2 meja kami,haha..

duduk2..ketawa2..smua la..

calling2 lae ngn sesiapa yang patut,cehh~~~

checkin okei jg la..

nek MAS jg masih kan..

but some of my frens ada pengalaman best jg masa boarding 2,haha..

biar dorg simpan jak la kan??hehe..

~~ Dubai Airport ~~

after 7hours in flight..

BANGAS nya sy rasa tkurung dlm air-cond,hahaha...

n I sit bside unknown guy..

laaaaaagi la xbest..

stgh perjalanan sy habiskan tgk luar tingkap..

apa la yg ada??

AWAN..BIRU2 LANGIT..

n yup,sy saaaangat suka tengok benda2 gitu..

x bosan pun..best!!

how wonderful Allah create those things up there kan??huhu..

kami p solat..kumpul2..ketawa2...

then kna sruh kumpul yg flight keesokan petangnya..

koz some of us flight subuh..

some afternoon mcm kmi ni..

kami kna sruh kuar dr airport..kasihan kan??haha..

actly kna sruh p hotel..yeay!!!

n diz hotel..i tell u r..bkn calang2 tw!!haha..

serius..xtw mcmna mw xplain..

when I can't xplain by words mksud dia hebat la 2,haha..

i'm in love with Dubai!!haha..

semalam suda dinner seeeedap..

pagi td bfast seeeeedap juga..

n p tgk rooftop swimming pool..waiseh~~haha..

tapi 2la juga kan..

mesti pakai swimwear dia bilang sana..adei~~

xpa,lain kali la kan p cni??hehe..

honeymoon mayb??hahahaa

gataaaaaaal suda c shasha ni,haha..

now,masih d hotel..

kna sruh trun before 11.30 nnt..

skng baruuuu 10.38...

baru??hahaha..

kami masih dpn lappy masing2,haha..

okie..need to go i think..

wait 4 part 2 k??hehe..

p/s:

dorg tangah risau..knun luggage 20kg jak...mine 18kg...hehe..tp cian yg lain..huhu..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

done~~

As salam (^_^)

al kisah packing sy~~hoho..

ari ni bejalan..bejalan..bejalan..

waina~~

blum lae kemas satu apa pun..

xpandai pulang2 rumah..haha..

dari Beaufort suda jam1o lbh,haha..

sampai KK lg la..

p segama lae cri parking..

"senang kita dpt parking ni dek,suda solat kan..berkat.."

ayat abah dulu..

"nah~~susa la kita dpt parking ni..menipu lae sma bapa.."

ayat kawan sy ari 2..haha..

"syukur,blum solat pun sng dpt parking..berkat juga.."

ayat mama awau td..alhamdulillah skejap ja kmi tnggu d segama 2,hehe..

sy bli la makanan kan..

x banyak pun~~hehe..

dan sy beli buku lg..yeay~~

nnt sy cerita ya buku 2??hehe..

okei..

ringkaskan cerita..

sy suda siap packing!!haha

bkn baru jak..taaaaadi lg..

lmbt wat entry..

begayut sma adik sy tadi,haha..

kasian dia,kna sound suda kna suruh tidur,haha..

okei..

senang cerita..

doakan seja perjalanan esok okei ya?

inshaAllah..huhu..

inshaAllah d KLIA another post..hehe..

xmaw tidur..mw tingu tv..tp xda yg best,huhu..

p/s:

i knw smthng 2day n veri shock..but sum thngs also hppen make me forget dat thing..alhamdulillah..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

joke dat no more joke 2 me..

As salam (^_^)v

serius..joke macam ni xkan lut sama sy..

when u call ur guy fren..

n tba2 pmpuan yg cakap..

"helo,ni gelpren c _____ ni.."

ya..org akan cakap..

joke jak bah 2....

NOT 4 ME K??

seriusly benda 2 bkn joke untuk sy..

maw tcabut jntung sy dgr g2 taw..

cukup la skali sy kena yg real dulu..

sy trauma..

SERIUS..sy trauma org jawab gitu..

remind me of da past..

dat really hurt past of mine..

pliz la..sy paling xmau ingat pasal yg dulu..

JADI..

jangan buat joke mcm 2 sama sy..

dari kol 2 taaadi saaaampai sekarang..

at diz moment..

sy masih xtenang..

teringat balik smuaaaaaa yg dulu..

weyh,sy xmau ingat bh lagi 2...

knapa la kc ingat balik???

ish~~

sy suda try tengok drama..

main2 sama pipi..

masih jg teringat...

aish!!!

lainnya sy rasa..

undiscribeable....

AAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!

sy xtw sda apa mw ckp spaya sy tenang..

p/s:

hurm..seriously..hw am I going 2 tell u dat im okay with dat??lie??aish~~

ketahuilah kebenarannya..IM NOT OKAY WIT DAT JOKE!!!!

~ lots of love, shasha ~

packing..

As salam (^_^)v

tergerak hati untuk last entry before sleep...

macam tajuk 2 la..

P.A.C.K.I.N.G.

huh!!

sy blum start satu pun lagi~~haha..

semuuuuuaaaa baju2 d Raya Court sana..

khamis ni baru p sana..

maybe petang baru sampai rumah koz mw beli2 barang lae..haha..

stakat ni..

BELACAN..

AMPLANG..

IKAN BILIS..

KEREPEK PISANG..

kuih cincin..maw ka??

mcm xmuat suda 2,haha..

SOS..

MAGGI..

MILO..

INSTANT KETUPAT..

GLOW IN DA DARK..

khalas~~haha..

rempah?haha

inda payah la 2 sha...

mkn seja apa yang ada sana nnt,hoho..

jadi ketupat 2 apa kes??haha..

in case tbalik pagi raya kan??hahaha...

palis2 ging..jgn la,huhu..

bah,2 jak kan maw dbeli lg??

inshaAllah ada 2 d giant dekat rumah,hehe..

ooo~~baju skola c boy ko blum beli la kak..

nah,jgn lupa janji sma c boy suda 2...

mw jahit lagi nma dia n lencana nnt..

supaya dia semangat p skola nnt,yeah!!hehe..

baju2 bawa jak smua!!hahaha..

kasut2 smua 2..hehe..

inshaAllah inda la excess 2,huhu..

itu seja la bh kan??

saja ja kc ilang sedih ni..

bertandang sedih tiba2 ni malam,haha..

sowt ka sha??

stress suda mw packing??haha..

tidur la,bisuk kmfom penat..makan2 keluarga lae d ruma..lalalalalala..

p/s:

perlu jimat cermat ruang untuk baju ya shasha??bkn mcm puteri cina ni,3 kapal layar bw barang2 dia,haha..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

ada 2

sedetik lebih..

As salam (^_^)v

wanna share da Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa OST..english version k??haha..

semalam kan~~

masa sy baru maw solat isyak kan...

suddenly vibrate la HP..

"Sis..I feel like guilty skg ni.. Lot of my time spend at KK not wif my fmly... T_T"

duina dik..

sebak sy baca msg ko 2,huhu..

sebab sy pun rasa yg sama juga..

lagi teruk...

fmly sy jalan suda p umrah..

ko dik,ada lae fmly dsana..boleh lae antar ko p epot nnt..

SAYA??huhu..

memang sy gansau masa dorg p kerja kan..

TAPI..

d rumah pun xjuga guna valuable time ngn baik,huhu..

x smua sy tercerita sama abah..

bayangkan p KAKOM seminggu,sy boleh cerita non stop sama abah..

dari airport KK saaaaampai rumah d Ranau..

ni lagi rusuhan!!huhu..

dear beloved family..

sy menyesaaaaal tul,huhu..

pasal tu SMS jg,sy xdapat tidur semalam..

xtau la..

tiba2 teringat rumah d Ranau..

skali jak sy dapat balik sana sepanjang cuti ni..

nduk bah kesian...

dorang mama balik,sy xmau ikut..

maw juga gansau sama kwn2 d KK..

paling la x matang kan??

trus skarang baru la maw rindu2 sana..

banyaknya terpendam ni..huhu..

kasi ni lagu seja la..

song 4 my family..

bukan senang maw kc tinggal kluarga tau..

n 2nd goodbye is never easy,percayalah..

i can see the sadness in your eyesand every teardrop that you cryi hope you knowit's hard to let you go
the time is here i have to say goodbyei laid my life i've seen the lighti hope you knowit's hard to let you go
i swear to be the shadow by your sideto be the shining starto light the darkness of your nighti will survive
*in the endas i cross the line of life and theni find my way back in your heart againand i promise i will stayforever and a daythe memories remain
i wanna be the pillar of your strengthto give you hope until the endno matter where i will be thereas long as you will let me stayi'll be with you through night and dayno matter when and where i will be there
i swear to be the shadow by your sideto be the shining starto light the darkness of your nightyou will survivekeep me alive
repeat * 2x
lagu ni tajuk asal dia "Sedetik Lebih"masa c loy post d fb ni tjuk lagu..trus sy teringat family...bila tngok lagu english,lg bkait sama family..huhu.."The Memories Remain"jz like da song title,so do my holiday nw..

setiap kenangan ngn family..biar jd semangat untuk sambung bjuang..

quite easy thinking dat there will b no mama,abah or siblings d epot nnt..ya kah??

p/s:
packing blum ble start..koz baju suma d KK..tunggu khamis la,huhu..

~ lots of love, shasha ~ 

owh..kasut basketball..

As salam (^_^)v

nasib sy terlambat tengok ni,memang mengancam tul la tengok blog 2,haha..

my first choice..smart kan biru dia??huhu..

sy penggemar kaler biru..lalalaal~~

yg ni special tony parker..smart juga kan??huhu

tingu 2..

sy suda terkena virus..

virus mr11 n mr77..

sebab dorg suda beli kasut dari sini..

nah~~

saya bila lg??haha..

xsempat la sha..

mw balik suda kan jumaat??nah~~~

tunggu la next time kan??huhu..

sabar seja la ko dulu..

p/s:
termimpi2 dulu 2 3 kali baru la beli ni kasut,hahaha..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

penantian itu~~ hurm...

As salam (^_^)v

sy ada byk maw crita..TAPI bg can yg penting dulu r??hehe..

mula2 skali..

saya sekarang di sini Beaufort,hehe..

d rumah dorg rina n her lil bro afiq yg nakal,hahaha..

BUT...

it won't b long,huhu..

going back on 18th March..

which is Friday,huhu..

sedih ka hepi??

hurm...speechless,haha..

padahal sendiri maw ikut 2 flight awal 2,haha..

4 sure,jumaat b4 ni laaaagi sedih,huhu..

dat Friday morning,they leaving for Jeddah..

abah,mama,putri n boy..

n I jz realize dat morning DAT..

"second gudbye is harder.."

huhu...

can't blieve I actly cry after they leave,huhu..

lucu~~

tough knun,naik p ruma trus pecah empangan,haha..

paling lucu~~

okei~~

ari jumaat ni perlu laaagi tough k??hehe..

xda pun sepa2 maw antar p airport..rlek r~~hehe..

but dun laugh seeing other pple cry ya shasha??hehe..

jht jg ni bdk ni kadang2,haha..

okei~~

sebenarnya...

berat hati kali r..haha..

tp easy way 2 say kan..

"dear shasha,pg ni kan untuk stadi..at ur age nothng more important than study kan??not even love,hahahaha..merapu.."

dats on my mind now..

btul ka 2 r??kmu tepuk tangan tanya liver,haha..

so b strong shasha,evry1 is counting on u kan??huhu..

lagi pun klas start 15..

kmi balik 18,inshaAllah smpai Cairo 19..

balik zagazig??inshaAllah 20..

nah,p klas myb ka 21??

suda tlepas 3 hari..

uina~~~

mcmna mw cover 2 3hari 2??adoi~~

ya Allah,permudahkanlah urusanku..huhu..

okei..enuf wit dat..

next~~my last gansau..

myb 4 diz week or diz holiday,huhu..

kelmarin,haha..

pg mana ka??

1B~~~haha...

tgk c Merong,hehe..

paling semart la 2 movie kluaran Malaysian,huhu..

rugi lor sepa yg xda p tgk,haha..

no cetak rompak k??..

tp sepa ada sy mw jg..mw tengok ulang2,haha..

pegi 1B ikut anty icah,hehe..

ngam2 suda anty datang ambil beras utk akil,ikut la..haha..

smpai 1B,sy jd tunggul depan Big Apple tnggu c Ili..

KENAPA??

saya takut sesat~~haha..

pelik tapi benar,haha..

balik naik bas..

xpenah sebenarnya naik bas dari sana,haha..

sampai wawasan,looking 4 boboy's school uniform,hehe..

tapi xjumpa....

n masa tingu2 baju..

SUDDENLY...

sum1 kol...maka balik la ruma,hehe...

tp tanx ya..xla thujan jg yg lebat 2,huhu..

tnx dik..sis owe u big time,hoho..

inshaAllah ada masa balas blik ya??

terima kasih daun keladi,hehe..

okei..pnat sda sbnarnya ni bcerita..

ka penat ketawa??haha..

dorg kazen dua orang ni joke btul,haha..

ketawa jak keja sy sejak sampai sini,haha..

siok ni..

bdak2 kecil mimang best dbawa main,haha..

maka dsambung lain hari~~hehe..

p/s:

suda ambil kotak td dr super market..kinda big tp okei jg kali r??hehe..

hepi packing dear frens~~sy packing ari khamis,haha..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

penat yang best n TQ..

As salam (^_^)v

my journey di Kota Kinabalu continue..hehe

gansau..gansau..n gansau..

o yeah~~mcm melekat sda 2 gelaran sma sy,haha..

never in my life gansau sesakan gini,haha..

kcuali dulu masa keja la,tp 2 kan keja..

pg keja pagi balik petang..jalan la bh 2 kan??hehe..

xcukup ahad..

sy sambung isnin..

dari wisma ke cp..waaa~~~haha

with farah,atul,afrah..

then meet libau,afnan,loy,midin,karl,razif,wawan n burin..

also zizi,shu n dayana..

makan d saaaana palm square..

of koz la oder fav mee kari,hehe..sdap kan??hoho..

jalan2 lae..shopping~~haha..

after da gurlz balik,sy ikut dorg afnan,loy,libau n burin..

p mana??

TEST VOKAL dorg bilang..enjoy la yg pntng,haha..

tnx ya 4 a wonderfull day..

n free trip home,haha..

n satu lagi..

MNADA JAUH RUMAH SY DR MUIS..

ada shortcut bh 2,hahahaha..

hari ni??

laaaaagi best...

mama mnta tlg hantar file insurans p menara MAA..

n abah n mama mnta tlg tukar duit p riyal..

ooooo yeah~~another day gansau,haha

spending time alone d CP,KK PLAZA,SEGAMA,WISMA MERDEKA n SINSURANS..

jap~~

bkn abis round suda ka 2 hujung ke hujung??haha

nt 2 4get,sy naik bas turun d wawasan,hehe..

selepas sy cikiiiiit lae tdur d krusi d Palm Square 2..

penyelamat datang~~

yeay!!!

p antar my fren d terminal bas.. :'(

sedih lor...

ayat dia 2 bh..

"jumpa d egypt.."

huhu..

lepas 2??kami jln lagi,ahaha..

p singgah tempat keja duuulu..

tanx 2 kc tgk sy org yg laaaama sda sy xtingu,hahaha..

then,kami minta puji mw p tg. aru mw begambar passport..

"CP bosan suda tingu muka kami.."

hahahaha..lucu~~

smentara tinggu pic n actually jam4..

sebab jam4 sy perlu pulang..

anak dara shouldn't go back late okay??hehe..

tp kami sempat p tempat fav sy..

PANTAI!!!hehe..

main kejap la air pantai 2..

minum air kelapa + keropok lekor + pisang goreng...

sorry,gt gastric td,teda mood mw mkn,huhu..

lau x,abis 2 kelapa 2,haha..

n balik tadi ngn perasaan ngaaaaantuk skali,hehe..

a short nap..

"x bagus tidur pas asar ya kwn2.." :D

overall..2 ari ni sangat tiring but yet BEST!!hehe..

tanx yg sudi hntr..tnx dik..

bkn niat mw kc susa..kalau niat g2,mnta antar jg 2 p wisma,haha..

but sorry,i'm not dat kind of gurl..

yg suuuuuka manjakan diri ngn kna antar p sana sini,hehe..

ya~~tgk kwn sy ada bf yg ada kreta,sy pun maw la bh kan??haha

in ur dreams la shasha..

wait 4 a husband-to-be..haha..

makin sowt sda ni mcm cnversation sma c parang td,haha..

mamai sda ni kali..haha..

need sum sleep..huhu..bsuk xpasal2 tbgn tgh ari...trus xsmpat antar pasport,haha..

p/s:

pkcik guard 2 rasanya kenal suda kreta yg antar sy 2ari ni,haha..sori la pkcik..busan ka tingu sy kluar gate pagi balik ptg??haha..

missing zagazig tiba2,huhu..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

such a cry baby..

As salam (^_^)v

suddenly...

I start 2 cry after talk to my lil bro juz now..

"boy..mw tingu katun??nnt la tingu pas kkak jln r??nnt kkak kc bli bju skola baru r??

p skola nnt pkai bju baru r??blajar btul2..blajar mnulis ABC sma 123 r??"

dia x pegi skola ari ni..

patut dorg ada sukan d kompleks sukan Penampang..

tapi dia xpegi padahal dia pling suka sukan..

sebab dia xda acara..

lau xda acara parents mesti datang jaga dorg..

yup,heran kan knapa mw parents pg jaga dorg??

padahal dia skola menengah suda..

tapi~~

he is special actually..

yup..

DOWN SYNDROME..

my lil bro have it..

:'(

berat ati mw balik taw sebenarnya..

tapi..

pa ble buat kan..

it's my duty..my responsibility..my oath..

kuatkan hati shasha..

mesti kuat..

jadi doktor mna ble crybaby..

hehe..

need to go..going 2 meet my frens again today..inshaAllah mw bawa afnan n libau mee kari,hehe..

p/s:

abah bg ckit kata2 semangat mw beli beg adidas 2..reli abah memahami taste ank pmpuan sulung dia,hehe..

n i'm going to buy kemeja 4 abah 2day..yea!!

~ lots of love, shasha ~

it' new~~~

As salam (^_^)v

nampak ka apa yg baru??hehehe..

yg ni free r,bkn pakai duit TEBAL tadi,haha..

saja ja bh ni mw tukar2 skijap...

busan ka??xla sebab yg b4 ni mmg kiut,suka yg 2,hehe..

tp yg ni ok la jg kan??

sebelah rabbit,sebelah bear..

bear 2 mcm c pingu la 2 kan???sangat rindu c pingu,huhu..

rabbit??xda la pla rabbit sy taw..

cukup la c pingu sturang bh yg sy sayang2 tiap ari,hehe..

my fmly suda sampai..

tapi~~

sy pula ngntuk..

on bed suda,skijap lae landing la ni,hehe..

bisuk??

apa mw wat bisuk??

p jln2 lg kali r..

gt sum few things mw cari,hehe..

inshaAllah jumpa la 2 suma esok,hehe..

maybe with atul or libau n afnan..

mna2 jak la kan??hehe..

ooo~~

gempar lae ni skng,haha..

pasal itu VISA..

aiseh~~sy semangat mw balik,visa lae xda tw..

adoi~~~

visa strict suda knun..

ikut SMS c farah baru brpa saat td,hehe..

tah la..

wallahualam..

tingu seja nnt..

tidur lu sha,hehe..

sy ada mw tmbh lae ni d blog ni..

yg gerak2 mcm d blog kwn sy,aisya..

inshaAllah esok la ya??hehe..

doakan sy x kc abis bsuk duit,haha..

p/s:

first thing on my list..baju skola baru untuk c boy..my lil bro..hee~~

n inshaAllah wat entry nnt psl post one of my fren td d fb,hehe..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

my day with friends..

As salam (^_^)v

hari yang penuh ngn kegembiraan n dalam masa yang sama mengundang kerunsingan..

wake up early tadi..

slain cuci kreta,sy juga kelang kabut cari benda yang xingt dmana saya letak,haha..

n surely sy jalan kaki p MUIS sana,haha..

which would b my first n last time,hehe..

orang tny jauh ka ruma ko sha??

dekat jak bh,hahaha..lucu~~

sesampainya sy dsana..

WAH~~~

rakan2 suda depan mata..

SANGAT GEMBIRA!!!

serius,sgt gembira..hehe..

suda lama tepisah sejak darurat ari 2..

hdup few days ramai2 dlm satu bilik,haha..

ketawa banyak..cerita lagi la banyak!!haha..

lucu2~~

we then go to take our bus 2 a place..

"Rumah Sri Gaya,Jalan Istana"

begitu la 2 kiranya sign board dpn rumah 2..

actually kediaman rasmi Ketua Menteri Sabah..

kmi lg senang panggil CM,hehe..

sampai sana,laaaaaagi banyak ketawa2 n senda gurau..

jumpa smua yang tepisah akibat darurat dulu..sangat best!!haha..

frankly speaking,ada masalah tempat duduk..

n kami satu bilik dari Sya'ah 12 mcm besa la..

bersardin la kami d meja yang bulat itu..

tapi serius best!!hehe..

byknya dcerita,haha..

pasal kreta bapa Attiq..

bossy yang demam n crita kak DK pregnant,n kisah cornflakes dia n ziqa,haha..

afrah yg tlg jawab atul bila farah xdgr 2,haha..

jira yang kasi rasmi kuih atas meja 2,hehe..n sure bli baaanyak baju tadi..

farah n dat A***,hahaha..ni serius lawak,haha...

kak erda,which dtg lambat tp kmi reserve jg tmpt utk dia,hehe..

bibut,yg xtw mcmna mw cntct parents dia,huhu..

mici ngn guy with pink shirts,hahaha..serius jd bhn bualan,haha..

n atul..yg siok tgk tv kecik,hehe..

gamat la kmi tadi..

x abis2,ketawa n crita2,haha..

few r sensord here..untuk kami2 jak,hahahaa..

nasib meja 2 xtebalik jak..

sebab mmg x seimbang suda,haha..

pas abis,kami p CP..

xsmua..seperti yg drancangkan sebelumnya,huhu..

sy,mici n jira jak,huhu..

sangat best tw bila jalan ngn DUIT YG BANYAK DLM DOMPET,hahaahha..

tp i dun spent it at all td..

jz tgk mici n jira jak shopping,haha..

kinda best tgk baju2 cantik,but reli..dun hav mood td mw bli..

there is sumthing bothering me..

dat even da money given so many cant calm me down,huhu..

pasal mw balik mesir bh ni..

nt dat I want to go back in instant..

tapi..

my family r going 2 mekah diz friday..

left me n my lil bro yg msh d asrama 2..

jd mcmna la??

serius..sy blank..

nt dat I dun have relatives..

tapi,I dun like it like dat..

banyak la mw dfikir..

reli wish if I can stay here in kk..

instead of going back to Gadong..where my mum's hometown is..

tapi..

percaya ka dorg mama n abah untuk bagi sy stay cni??

seriusly,sy x kisah balik khamis ni pun..

reli dun wan 2 burden any of my relatives..

more to burden my parents..

xmaw dorg risau2 lg pasal sy bila suda grak p umrah 2..

hurm...

reli dunno wat to do..aigo~~

hope they will give exact date on our flight back to Egypt,huhu..

tomorrow I will ask my parents to call..

xkisah jg sturang balik..

I mean geng2 yg len blum balik,huhu..

inshaAllah,there will b ways..AMIN..

p/s:

thank you 2 our CM..sampul raya terisi duit yg banyak,hehe..use it wisely sha2..huhu

~ lots of love, shasha ~

tiny TV

As salam (^_^)v

another boring day d rumah,huhu..

nasib ada my tiny TV,hehe..

baru sedar kegunaan dia pagi td..

so dpt la jgk tingu katun pagi td,hehe..

even 2 channel jak,TV3 n @TV7..

alhamdulillah la bh kan??hehe..

tanx abah sebab bagi sama sy ya??

satu lg HP abah yg sy waris,hehe..

skali lagi tadi sy ddepan cermin lagi..

masih buntu mcmna maw pakai shawl..

maka sy iron la tudung besa jak..hehe..

tema sok,maroon + black..

baju raya tahun bila ntah,n baju 2 xkan bw balik sana..hehe..

kemas rumah..suda..

mop rumah..suda..

cuci kasut budak2..suda..

sental toilet..suda..

cuci kreta..blom..

adei~~

2morrow morning mesti bangun awal..

cuci kreta lu baru chiao p MUIS,hehe..

stelah contact2 orang mw minta tlg hantar esok..

sy akhirnya ambl kputusan untuk jalan kaki,hehe..

jauh dia myb mcm dr salam p chicken rock kali r,hehe..

tp xpa la..try jak la sha jln kaki,hehe..

"boleh ka ko jln kaki ngn baju kurung 2??" -atul-

haha..xtw la r..tingu jak bisuk,hehe..

yg pnting bsuk pas pjumpaan p jln2.hehe

wit my gurl frens!!wa~~hehe..

erm,sok sy risau dua benda..

satu,kalau hujan besok pagi..adei~~

dua,kalau sakit kaki..haha..

sebab?sy pkai wedges yg tinggi 2,adoi~~

hahaaha..

tapi ari 2 okei jak pun p jln sama farah..

jln kaki jauh ging..

dari HSBC p terminal bas wawasan,haha..

inshaAllah esok ok kan??hehe..

ooo~~

baru ada berita tadi..

maybe kami balik 12 or 13 ni..

which mean next week.hehe..

hepi ka??sedih ka??

biarlah rahsia,hoho..

klu mw tw PM me in fb,hahaha..

mngada la ko sha sana,hehe..

I think i should sleep nw..

nnt bsuk lambat bgn,hehe..

hope 2morrow got good news,hehe..
inshaAllah..

kawan2 ramai suda d zagazig..sgt jeles,hehe..inshaAllah nnt sy menyusul ya??

p/s:

yg sakit 2,jgn lupa makan ubat..(^_^)v jg makan ya??take care owez~~

~ lots of love, shasha ~

let's talk..

As salam (^_^)v

"Jgn lpa kunci grill."~from mama,0758PM~

"Salam jgn lupa kunci grill pintu dan pastikan ada kunci mangga dlm simpanan... Tq"~from abah,0846PM~

see??rupanya abah n mama masih belum percaya akan sy..

masih ragu2 untuk sy stay drumah sturang,hehe..

dun worry,inshaAllah okei punya la..

(walaupun sebenarnya bosan da ni,haha)

biro keselamatan rumah ikan salam la ni,haha..

nyesal juga sbnarnya x ikut dorang balik ranau,huhu..

dengan perjumpaan ari Ahad ni sebagai alasan..

mama bagi can sy x ikut balik,hehe..

even dia try2 juga usha2 secara halus tadi bawak ikut balik..

sori la mama n abah..

bukan sy xmau balik..

rumah d ranau 2 la rumah kesayangan sy..

tmpt mbesar dari kecik sampai besar...

tapi~~~

sy xsanggup lalui jalan2 yg bengkok2 2,huhu..

ngn abah yg suka drift2 mcm org lumba kreta 2,huh~~

kalaulah ada highway luruuuuus jak p sana 2..

tiap minggu balik pun xpa,huhu..

tapi sha..

bukan ko mw tinggal sana ka nnt bila suda besar??

IYA..

maw tnggl sana jak..

jd doktor sana..

best,boleh tingu gunung kinabalu tiap hari..

tp sampai puncak blum lg,haha..

bayangkan..

cuci piring d dapur..

tengok dluar nampak tumbuh2an...ayam2...

dari..

tgk depan nampak bangunan or at least dapur rumah depan,haha..

mcm dsini la 2,sangat xbest,huhu..

ya,kebosanan masih ada..

tadi suda sy isi masa ciiikit..

pikir n try baju untuk Ahad ni,haha..

kesimpulannya sy xpndai pakai shawl 2,adoi~~

jd mw pakai apa??

cari la tudung besa sha~~huhu..

sy tpikir juga mw pakai jubah 2..

tah la..tgk la esok kalau bjaya try pakai shawl 2,haha..

ooo~~~

wanna know sumthing??

xmw tw suda,p jln sana jauh2,haha..

sy ada cnversation with sum1 baru2 ni..

baru smlm pun,hahaha..

we talk bout basketball..

yea~~basketball..

any1 bosan suda x abis2 psl basketball ni??haha..

tp diz fren of mine,mmg best r crita basketball ngn dia..

sebab dia lg dulu makan garam..

bukan sebab dia tua la,haha..tp mmg dia lg tua dr sy..

tp sebab dia laaaaama suda main basketball ni..

klu xcilap since tadika..

lama kan???naaaa~~~

maka,baaaanyak sy belajar dr dia,hehe..

nnt2 la ya sy crita cikit2 yg sy blajar dr dia ni??hehe..

ooo~~

tadi abah sy antar mesej lg..

"Klu ada masa tlg terika kain..kemas rumah..Kasi makan burung...dan lap kelisa.."

abah,byk masa sy ni..tapi sy start esok la r??hehe..

sebab sy pindah port suda..

bwk suma barang masuk bilik dorg abah n mama..

pasang air-cond sampai 16degree..

mw feel zagazig untuk malam ni,haha..bsejuk bh..hoho..

maybe malam ni n esok ada few entry lg..sebab sy bosan,haha..

p/s:

balik zagazig suda plan mw mkn pizza paradise ramai2..jom~~~haha..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

sambungan semalam..

As salam (^_^)v

currently bluetooth-ing song frm my HP 2 my other HP

HP baru ka??

not reli..mcm besa la,HP abah,hehe..

since he got a blackberry already..he give me his old HP..

BLUEBERRY..hahahaha..

no joke okei??real ni,..

keluaran CSL,hehe..okei la kan..

xdpt black,blue pun okei la..haha..

my point of having sat HP is 4 listening 2 music actly,hehe..

hp lama,headset suda hangkang..

n I wen't 2 few HP store n they dun hav da spareparts,huhu..

n HP lama jg mngalami krosakan charger..

meletup ari 2,hahaha..sgt ganas penggunaan 2 shasha..

so both r CSL..n kepala charger 2 sama jak..

SO??ngam la kalau pkai dua2 kan??hehe..

TAPI..

bukan utk show off k...

n bukan jgk utk FB..sbb on9 cut kdt,haha..

i'm using it 4 listening to music jak..

so klu org tny,it's a new style of mp4..hahahaah..

XCEPT SEPA2 YG BACA POST NI TW LA..hehe..

but still getting used 2 it..

sbb xda bkin scroll..dia kan touchpad..adoi~~

sy xbrapa suka tlampau canggih,haha..

nyway..utk dgr lagu jak kan sha??hehe..

em,i'm kinda okei nw..

txting with ustazah rokiah siang td..

inshaAllah ustzh..cuti paaaanjang len kali sy smpai sana ya??huhu..

n myb i'll b lot more better aftr going out with farah sok,hehe..

JLN..JLN..JLN..JLN..JLN..

besa r..hobi dkala emosi xbrpa okei kan??haha..

nyway..

sy bru jak brcrita wit sum1..

who hv passion in basketball..

sukanya~~hehe..

best kan knl org yg suka bnda yg sama ngn kita??

koz we will talk bout dat topic n nt getting bored..

best!!hehe..

I can talk non stop bout my basketball journey..

so dats y I limit n cntrol myself from over da limit,haha..

if we hav time,my pleasure 2 story EVERYTHING..hoho..

owh~~

kak fatin already arrive there..

jd tnggl sy,ili n afrah jak la ni..haha..

inshaAllah..jodoh panjang ngn Egypt 2..

sy sampai juga sana balik kan??

p/s:

can't wait 4 dis Sunday..going to meet my frens!!waaaaa~~~hehe..

~ lots of love, shasha ~

heart of mine from Allah..

As salam (^_^)v

lets talk bout some things dat make my heart pump lil quickly juz now..

B.A.S.K.E.T.B.A.L.L.

thing dat owez make my heart pump quickly than normal..

nooooo~~not abnormalities k??hehe..

SQL tahun ni d Labuan..

start ari ni kalau xclap..

u know wat??(ofkoz la xtaw..)

I WANNA GO THERE!!!!!!!

serius ni,x main2,huhu..

untuk rasa balik n alami balik mcmna keadaan HKSBP..

thinking of it already make my heart pump faster..huhu..

wish sum1 wud understand how I feel rite nw!!huhu..

may I stop talking bout da other "thing" as I said before n focus on diz matter??

(4 sure I can..my blog anyway..if dun wanna read,my pleasure 2 leave,nw..)

since I'm desperately wanna see a basketball match..

myb sebab kempunan ZABAC ari 2,haha..

I REALLY WANNA SEE DIZ SQL!!

maybe it wouldn't b da same by only watching it..

but I wud b grateful 2 c dat "spirit" again..

wat spirit??

dat "I love my team" spirit..

where we support each other..

taking care of each other back..

backup other when they hav probs..

when U hurts physically or mentally,they r there..

when U choose da wrong person to be ur BF,they ask u to leave him..haha..

celebrate all members birthdays??sure..

xcept yg bday masa ujung tahun..kan holiday~~hehe..

even latihan biasa like lay up or shooting..

"cmmon (team mmbers name)"

hey~~I miss yell like dat so much..

"gegaran" :D

SMESHian basketballer jak yg pro wat 2 tw~~haha

I reli can't stop crying..

n there still a lot more 2 say..

wish my lappy can read wat in my heart nw..

dat make it pump faster than normal..

n spill it out here now..

its too many..can't dscribe by words..

how much I missed basketball..

nt only to play..

but my teammates..

da routine..

our yell..our laugh..our SPIRITS..

keep thinking..

will I b ever playing basketball again??

nt only play,but feel da spirits again..

ya~~im afraid to involve again..

4 sure with da new teammates..

I might cry again on my first day of training..

will I??

I never tired crying because of basketball..

koz evry year I would cry..

after da HKSBP end..

koz I might think..

"I wish diz would never end..we would stay n continue being diz close..only us,da team..with our basketball life..nothing else but da SPIRITS between us..like siblings.."

HKSBP 2008 was da hardest 4 me..few weeks at home n I still cry missing my teamates..

sangat cengeng..but dats me..

hurm..

give me some time..

so I would calm myself a lil bit..

n not leaving da house early morning heading to Labuan..

guess my entry diz time is not as expected.. :'(

p/s:

instead of family pic..i bring my team pic to Egypt before..da one dat they give us 5 at da farewell party..I dunno y,but I juz can't leave my team behind..

I LOVE MY TEAM!!

~ lots of love, shasha ~